When words hurt

I'll admit it. I am one of those people who would rather write, type, or text something than have to say it. Even then, I don't like saying anything on my mind. Someone asked me the other day, why is it you'll tell me this, but then you won't tell me that? First off, I think situation. If you have any kind of opinion on the subject, I don't like having that bias there. I'd much rather talk to someone not involved than try to talk to that person. Less stressful I think. Second, I'm not the person to just go and let my inner thoughts run wild and free. Even the things I write down I keep or hide in places they won't be found unless I want them to be. For me to express myself to you, that means you (1) don't have an opinion or influence in the matter (2) I know you and I'm close to you, and (3) I trust you. If you are all of those things, you're usually the poor person I say something too. But if I can work it out or let it go without help, I'll do it myself. I'm not mean, and I'm not crazy (well, maybe, but that's a different story), I'm just....... Me.